Lyrics

I’m not your friend
Friends don’t pray their friends undo another button
I’m not your friend
Friends don’t lose their breath all of the sudden
You might say that you never want to see me again

But I’m not okay
Hearing about some girl that you think is the one
I’m not okay
Being there for you when the whole thing comes undone
It’s 2am in the kitchen glare
I’m wondering what it’ll take to get you there
I’m drunk as hell filter fading
The confession will be liberating
End the guessing and the waiting

I can’t be trusted
Anytime you come close enough to touch
I can’t be trusted
Staring into your big blue eyes so much
I may not know what I am to you
But I know I want to do what friends don’t do
And I’ve been watching this movie again and again and again and again

I’m not your friend
My friend wouldn’t let me walk that hallway mile
Never turning me around, telling me that you know
Begging me don’t go

And when it’s all over
Out in the air
Will I be closer to waking up to find you there
Will you thank me with those eyes
Or walk away when you realize
What I’ve been
I’m not your friend